I just returned to Bangkok after a great month long trip in Laos. From riding a slowboat down the Mekong river, to celebrating the Lao New Year with water fights in Luang Prabang, to working on an organic mulberry farm, it was certainly a great trip. It has been so long since I spoke to Bri, which is pretty crazy, even though I haven't seen her in almost 11 months. I had a lot of time to myself and some humbling work really helped me to put things in perspective. Living life with not much stimulation after being constantly charged at Loyola is a pretty wild transition. And my year in Bangkok is coming to an end but I have learned a lot while being here.
Sorry I sometimes seem crazy. Sorry I often times seem lonely. Sorry I sometimes lead seemingly antiamerican rants. Sorry I have an ugly beard. Sorry I am a little too polar. Sorry I seem like I have no fun. Life can be a little tough when you spend too much time alone. But I really only want to be with the one girl who has ever made me truely happy. You are my shining b, my love that can transcend distance. Everything is going to be ok when I get back to Baltimore. You know me, sometimes you just have to slap me across the face and say... "J....come on.." but thats who I am, and I cant picture a scenario in life where someone would bring you the energy, love, affection..and little surprises that I give you. Maybe not during this year, but we have many years (hopefully) left on our journey through life together. I wouldnt want to ride on the roller coaster of life with anyone else. You are B, I'm J, and we know how to push eachothers buttons, make eachother feel like we are the luckiest people alive, and make each other feel at peace. What else could you want? If life was so easy, why would you want to go through with it? It is the bumps in the road, and the months of not talking, that make it all worth it in the end. And I can promise you babe, that it will be worth it. Just have to trust the process.
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