Something that crossed my mind a few minutes ago is that things are perfect right now in my relationship. Things are going just the way that I imagined them to. They say that once you have some experience with something, it gets a lot easier. Both Bri and I have been in LDR's before, so we both know what to expect, and we didn't go into this blind. We didn't have expectations that were through the roof, we just felt that if we stuck to the script, and Bri brought me back to Earth whenever I got "in one of those moods" things would be fine. And so far, things have been wonderful. Bri is still the girl of my dreams, and continues to impress and amaze me on a daily basis. Like with teaching and my students, it is so rewarding to see them mature and improve right in front of my eyes, and the same is true with Bri. We both came into this relationship at sort of crazy points in our lives; I was coming of the summer of the Dom, and living the college lifestyle to the fullest while balancing an internship, and a job at Loyola. Bri was doing her thing living in Baltimore, working with Hopkins and frolicing to the fullest extent. We were both wide eyed for life and looking for someone to share that optimisism with. And we found eachohter, two weird people who love to love awkward amounts. I think about everything i want to do in life and Bri is the only one i want to do everything with.
Some people are searching for love so hard, and wanting someone to lust for. But it is so nice being settled with someone you love and would do anything for, that you can avoid this relationship rat race persay. Bri is the thing in life I would fight for and would go into battle to protect.
I was having a conversation the other day, and we talked about being able to see into the future, and was asked if you could see 20 years into the future and see yourself, would you want to?
I really don't think I would. There was this TV show a few years back called "Flash Forward" and it had that same premise basically, where the whole world had a blackout and saw like a year into the future. It was a really well made show, on par with Lost, but then they made a 3rd season....
So what happened was that everyone tried to live their lives so that what happened in the vision didnt happen, but that in turn allowed for the things in the vision to occur. Crazy, right?
So I think that if I had the option to look into the future, I wouldn't want to. Whoever I was in the future is different than who I am now, and I wouldn't want to confuse the two entities and thus causing me, in this moment in time, to act differently than I normally would. I think living in the moment is the most important thing we can do. Of course it is important to think about the future and to prepare for it, but knowing too much about it would jeopardize the moment, and that is the most precious thing we have in life.
I think the moment is so special because you have no idea what is going to happen, and that is why life is so special. I love the moment. I live for it actually. There is nothing I would rather do than be with my loving girlfriend, because I have no idea what is going to happen when us two crazy people are together, and that is why I love it so much
B, you told me the other day that you love me to the moon!!
...so does that me we can move there someday?
...maybe get a cute lil' condo on the dark side?
..how would moon sex work?...woah!
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